In a shit mood now.
And hes one to fucking talk.

It said i was 160 pounds.
She didnt make me take my shoes off and I had all my clothes on.
I got home and weighed myself and i was 152.
I fucking hate the nurse so much.
The whole thing ruined my fucking day so bad.
I had an anxiety attack.

2 hard boiled eggs and a piece of whole wheat toast with natural peanut butter.
300 calories

This is the number rounded.
But yeah stayed in the range

krammonster asked: I love your blog, it's so inspiring! It really makes me wanna lose weight and get healthy!

Aw, thanks

Yay:3

I know I keep saying it, but I needed one relaxation day before I got my goals and routines straight.
I’m cutting junk food and soda out of my diet for the next month and a half. I’m aiming for 1,050 calories a day.
Greek yogurt, grilled chicken and tons of water are my friend.
Its this or I stop eating. I dunno. Im way too stressed right now.

I’m so disgusted with myself. I let myself down. I’m ugly and fat and it’s my fault. I can’t fucking deal with it anymore. I wanted to walk around this summer not giving a fuck in a small ass fucking bikini. But no. I failed myself once again. I’m a piece of shit and I’m gonna go no where in life. I’m disgusting. My boyfriends even starting to get sick of me. I can’t deal with this anymore. I’m so upset with myself. I can’t deal with this.

Day is 10 times better already.